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Labels: - Thursday, July 23, 2009

Hahaha, this blog will begin with an apology for the last blog because I think I was blinded by rage thus the crazy sounding blog. You know what they say, pressure and stress brings out the best of us. Or something like that.


Anyways, I'm going back to school soon so I should really just post one last blog before I go. I mean, I don't want to leave on a bad/crazy note so it's just another random rant about something. Which I'm thinking about right at this moment as I type. Though there isn't much inspiration to ride upon right now.

Oh, I've got it. So I've been wondering, why do we (humans) like some colours, yet hate/dislike others? Well as I was mulling this issue over, during lunch I thought to myself. It must be as a result of association with each colour. Using myself as an example, I dislike the colour pink as it fits into the stereotype of a girl though I like darker more cool colours such as grey and blue as they seem to be more neutral to me. Though for some reason that I can't explain my favourite colour is green, hmm maybe some more mulling will do me good. Hmm, it seems this blog is getting nowhere fast, and it isn't much better than my last one. Well at least I don't sound as insane in this blog.

Well actually, I probably do... well time to wrap this little blog up. Very short indeed. Maybe I'll update when something actually interesting happens...

20/7

Labels: , , - Monday, July 20, 2009

Warning: The following may not agree with your own views, thus I must give you prior notice of such content. Please read with an open mind and think of both sides of the argument before making a decision.

Edit: Sorry this whole document is mainly anger filled but I've got a new thing to be angry about now. But that's for next time (or not)

Recently, I've been having arguments with various people about the topic of if humans are indeed corrupted. Now, I've been reading through various articles and one struck me. It stated that humans are either: extremely talented actors who try their best to bluff themselves as well as others to the idea that they are law abiding caring beings, or undoubtedly evil underneath all their beliefs. Well probably from the way I'm putting things you may (or may not) have realised that I actually believe that humans are evil and are just shrouding themselves to the truth. Though I don't want to come out as one of those crazy people who would do almost anything to prove this. It's just that recently I've found that acceptance may be hard, but it clears the head in some cases. I know most people would shrink away from being called 'weak' or 'conforming' but I embrace such terms. (Wow I'm sounding freaky even to myself) Anyways, I think those who label themselves as being 'non-conformist' and who actually care about the world are really bluffing themselves, as probably 9 out of the 10 people don't really believe it deep inside.

I know I didn't when I used to be pro-everything-good-in-the-world, though now I think being in these teenage years, I've lost hope for humanity and its attempt to be 'saintly'. Of course, I respect people and their own perspectives (which is why I'm not one of those people who would attack you for having a different opinion) as I think, this is what makes our world go round. I mean, when I think about it... how boring would the world be without all the problems we have? It would be like a bleached version of The Stepford Wives. Though those who are suffering may be unthankful to my opinion, I understand where they too are coming from. I mean who wants to be in such a position of starvation/racism/religious persecution etc. Though I'm just saying, without our problems our world would be extremely boring, and we'd just manipulate one another into corruption once again. Which links back to the idea that humans are indeed weak. Then again when I think about it, every living thing would probably have such a weakness too. So really it's not a weakness anymore. Though humans seem to exploit this weakness more, for example: training animals, creating laws etc. It's all about boxing and conforming us, but it keeps the world running.

Hmm... I think if I read this again another day, I would think I'm crazy. Well... it's more for venting my thoughts. Sometimes I hope for a better world, only because I know if I don't I'll probably curse myself into such a life (fate is fickle). So it proves at least I'm weak and I'm able to accept it and not joke to myself. A pet peeve of mine would be people's inability to accept it.

12/7

Labels: , , , , , , , , , , , - Saturday, July 11, 2009

SNSD's new 'Marine' concept...


VS. SNSD's innocent 'Girl-Next-Door' look.


Wow, it's been a really long time since I blogged something. I think I almost forgot my password. Though I'm thinking of posting again during these remaining 2 weeks of holidays.

I mean, all my passwords are alike in some way (to try to make it easier to remember) though I think it just makes it harder. With all of the alike, I end up mixing them up and then forgetting all of them altogether.

So anyways, I'm beginning my last term of year 10 and I've chosen my year 11 subjects. Which is always a blast, though everyone has been commenting on how boring and hard my subjects seem to be. So here's a list of it:
- 3U Mathematics
- 3U English
- 2U Economics
- 2U Chemistry
- 2U Physics
- 1U Religion (mandatory)

Since I've chosen these subjects, I've tried to give myself as much of a wide variety of pathways for my future as possible. Excluding arts, since I really don't think that I would really want to pursue something artistic in the future. Though the idea of if I'm smart enough to actively participate in these subjects has been another nagging issue on my mind.

As I've never been the mathematics whiz kid, I think I would struggle in 3U Mathematics and 2U Physics, as being asian my parents have forced the idea of 3U Mathematics upon me. Now according to a booklet I received from my school about Universities in Australia as well as my own preference for a career in the future. I think that my subjects would be the best choice for my future occupation (University wise).

This is my plan of the future (in order of preference):
1. Veterinary Science - though most people say it's a really hard course and takes heaps of dedication. (CSU - Double degree)

2. Psychology - well like the guy (I think his name was Smeets or Sweets or something) in the television show Bones or the show Lie To Me.

3. Anesthesiologist - I would assume they would learn about pain and how it is registered in the mind or something like that... I haven't really read through it but it sounds pretty interesting to learn about.

So that's what has happened so far at school... Oh yeah and I failed a quiz in my tutoring college so my parents are biting my ass to study more. Little do they know I have a ton of school work to do in the holidays too...

I had a friend who recently transferred back to her original school in Korea. She was a hell of a good student, who finished all her work a while before it would be due. And I swear she had a computer for a brain, she could memorise anything, which was awesome. It makes me envy her, though she was also a good friend of mine. It kind of makes me feel sad, because now we're probably not going to talk to each other much anymore. Though it's just another learning curb isn't it?

PS. For a while now I've been obsessed with this Korean girl band called SNSD (Girl's Generation) and recently they released their new album 'Genie'. Though I must say it wasn't as good as their song 'Gee', their new hit 'Sowoneul Malhaebwa' (Genie) is pretty catchy. Even if I'm not Korean, I quite like their songs. Though their new concept kind of mixes up their whole 'innocent girl-next-door' look. But they're so pretty in their marine outfits!!

And I've also started liking a Korean boy band called 2PM, especially their song 'Again and Again'. Apparently there's also a band called 2AM, which I think is funny.

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