Topic: That feeling you get...
You know that feeling you get? When you know you've done REALLY badly in a test? Yeah, that's the feeling I have right now. The feeling that when you get that booklet back, with that mark on it, it's going to have to be hidden away. The knowledge that you've just earned yourself another F in your report. Yeah... I'm feeling that right now.
I guess I deserve it though, I mean I didn't study at ALL for the test. Well unless you count tutoring other people studying. It's more like reinforcing my knowledge of the basics. Which leads me to my next point, I think I wouldn't make a bad teacher... if you know me stop snickering! Seriously, surprisingly when it comes to teaching other people things I'm actually pretty patient. Maybe it's because I'm tutoring my friends... I'm not sure but I have this little happy feeling that I get when my 'student' finally learns how to do it.
It's fun in my opinion. But I don't think I would ever be able to tutor people who are under year 10... It's just too... hard. In a way. To control them. With the maturity thing... Not that I'm saying I'm mature at all, but I need someone who's either my age (so they can relate to what I'm on about) or someone who's older who can be the mature one in the conversation.
Which leads me to my next point, lately I've been going on crazy rampages. I'm pretty sure I said this in yesterday's blog but let me reinforce it. I've been going crazy in class, and it's getting hard to control myself now. So breathe in... and out... in... and out...
Oh and before I forget, in history today I found out the wonders of the 60's rock and roll! It's great! I'm going to download a ton of 60's rock and roll songs now, I've been inspired! Haha! An example of this would be "Sounds of Silence" - Paul Simon and Art Garfunkle, I'm in love with it because it just brings back non-existent memories. Well my vision of how the 60's used to be like, though I know that the 60's wasn't all about drugs, sex and rock'n'roll.
Anyways just an ending note for this ultra long blog... "If you remember the sixties, you weren't really there..." At first I didn't understand it much, but after a bit of explanation (it's like talking to a wall) I finally realised what it meant...
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